@ NoelleNg, thirteen. I live the way I like, I strongly believe that trust is the important thing in life. Jealousy always sucks, I hardly trust people unlike my bball mates. I don't need you to bitch about my flaws because from start to finish, you never knew the real me.
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Hey guys, I am backkkk! (:
Didn't go for today's training! ); SICK! Don't know what happened to me nowadays got pissed off easily.
If you still want like this, continue alright? I wont try to stop you because I seems to be like an idiot doing all these for no reason. Knowing that you wont be mine forever, why would I bother so much. Waste of time, waste of energy, waste of tears. Whatever I say pisses you off then what for we talk!? You're just giving me attitude when I am trying to settle things out right! Stop irritating me!
Yessss, obviously it hurts when you said you don't trust me as much as before but I couldn't do anything to it, you don't care, you don't bother, what can I do? Because you're the one that I care and love the most, thats why it hurts. I believe you'll never understand how I feel. I always thought that transferring in to Newtown might be the best thing that I would do to continue my basketball career but I start to doubt myself. Why must I transfer to Newtown when this school don't meant to be the school which I can seriously study and focus on? Mummy once told me to focus on the right thing and work on it. I believe I know what she mean because I understand how she feels when I am injured in basketball match and hurt deeply in relationship problem. I don't wish to continue fighting for something that is worthless in my life. Something changes, you blame yourself everyday. Why don't you think of something to work one it? Does it really work when you blame yourself? Stupidly, you've been waiting for something that will never come true.
Labels: Wate of time and energy.