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Noelle
@ NoelleNg, thirteen. I live the way I like, I strongly believe that trust is the important thing in life. Jealousy always sucks, I hardly trust people unlike my bball mates. I don't need you to bitch about my flaws because from start to finish, you never knew the real me.




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 -'- ): Wednesday, December 29, 2010 @ Wednesday, December 29, 2010
For whoever it should be. For what you've said, for what you've done, please kindly bear with your own consequences! Stop asking someone to help you, sorry uh, no longer works! It might work last time but this time, I no longer cares! Asking people for help, finding excuses, this shows how coward you're! Don't think in this world only you have attitude, you better stop pissing me off! Karma!? Yes, if karma don't get you, I fcuking will! I swear, I will slap and break your face! Come on and try me! Mfbastard! -'-

Dardar, I really don't know what am I to you now. It must be me. I didn't cherish you in the past. I took them for granted, your love, your concern, your every actions and all your words. I always made you angry. Idk how to make you happy. Being with me, you are not happy. I came into your life with pain and unhappiness. It's been long since I see you happy. I want to make this better, but I can't do it alone. I can't salvage this alone. I need you. Really.

You know, I really hate to leave you every time you sent me home. Really. I know we won't talk, just a few texts. I want to text you, but now you just treat me cold, super cold! It seems like you got nothing to talk to me. I'm like a pest to you, just annoying you with texts. Spam you text you can't be bothered. ): Now if I don't text you, we won't be talking. Every moment, I check my phone for your message. It's really saddening to see it to be empty/ain't you replying me. No more long message, no more sweet words, no more. I miss them. Really, I swear. Higher expectation, higher disappointment. ):

I'm really hurt by what you said on facebook or even your shortshort messages. I guess I'm really not good enough for you. I'm not what you want. Looks, figure, character. If you want to leave me, it's okay. Idw you to force you to stay with me. Whatever your choice after reading this, I'll respect it. I didn't stop loving you, I didn't give up. I still love you. If you find a better looking girl who treat you better, I shouldn't stop you. As long as you are happy, I'm happy for you. I just want you to be happy and not sad being together with me.

- Sensitive, quarreled, break ups, cold war, the worst ever I've experienced.

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