@ NoelleNg, thirteen. I live the way I like, I strongly believe that trust is the important thing in life. Jealousy always sucks, I hardly trust people unlike my bball mates. I don't need you to bitch about my flaws because from start to finish, you never knew the real me.
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damnit! yesterday got back my results .OMG! damn fcuked up! i got 4th eh.. WAHPIANG eh. damn fcuk dulan manzxc. i flunk my science but english also no good. damn it luhy! :'( really want cry le luhy, this few weeks having lots of training, will not be posting lots.
yeahyeahyeah~ going do my 2nd reborn-ing later. ;excited
shall make this post a longlong post :#
Bye!~
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eheheh, please luhy you think who you're? my parents? knn luhy! pcb! seriously, whats your problem manzxc! not happy say luhy! need stab bo? seriously sia, what your fcuking problem? not happy scream luhy dude! dun need back stab or what deh right!? i finally understand that 'dun judge the book by its cover'. i'm not going to judge you by your appearance cause you've already spoiled your own image. think about it luhy, you dun have to flatter me to get what you want neither i'll trust you anymore. fcukzxc your mother bo cb manzxc! what the fcuk are you having? CRAZY! you really very no manners lorh, i pity your parents ahh, give birth to this type of BITCH!
you know i cant fake smile, you know what i'm aiming from you but yet you told me words that you shouldn't have said and now i must fake smile. just because of what you want i must fake smile if not they would have ask me what happen. why must i fake smile? i'm very tired of everything, i want a break. i think i'm really not capable of studying and playing basketball. sometimes, i'm out of the energy to play or what, and i know that from the start, i'm not even doing anything that makes me so naive. now, the naive image appear, i dun have the courage to even think about love. i think i should stop playing basketball. i dun wish for anything but a cheerful and improve in me. i'm ultra disappointed in my studies. FLUNKFLUCKFLUCK! FCUKzxc it manzxc! i'm gonna study le luhy!!!!!
i really want to trust whatever i wish i could trust, but the naive image drank me.
if we mean to be together, the fading wont be fade. i'm glad to have this transfer cause i get to know some good and reliable friends but yet, i dun have the courage if i would even make it. hai nehmind, i know everything mean to be over. at least i know some of my sist and brot will be there for me, i'm satisfied le because i should be happy because everything once happen before and it isn't all over yet, let me put everything aside and over it. i really dun want to feel any guilty, maybe when we separate our own way, everything might be better. remembering all my primary school friends whenever i'm shag, and the favorite words they usually say is, 'cheerup noellengwanjing' but now, they wasn't here. i've fall-ed and i'm having a very bad ache. i want to go back to my primary school life! i rather not to met him at secondary school life! its really hard to give up.
CHEERUPzxc NOELLENGWANJING!
STUDYSTUDYSTUDY' only make me sleep lorh ._.
FCUKzxc THE NAIVE IMAGE!!!
ChuaMeiling'Twinsist;
you'll never fail to cheer me up whenever i'm shag and i'll never stop smiling or laughing whenever i'm out with you.
you make me understand things and i'm starting to get very close with you cause when regina came in, we wasn't any close like past. now i'm glad that we can go back to the past, like what i said, i'm not caring about anything but studies and basketball so sist dun think about anything will make you shag kay. its takes us a very long journey from a bitchy to a friend and to a closest friend and i know there's a hint from the god to me that i must cherish you and friends around me. sist, chance is only given once, you must make a very sure that you'll grasp it well. sist, anything feel free to tell me cause i'll always :X and <3>muckk!
ReginaChuaPeiJun'Sist ;
you'll never fail to talk me out or make me stop laughing when i'm out with you.
some quarrel might ever appear but we're still as close as past. i'll learn to cherish you. i might ever have some objections in what you're doing but if you know what you're doing if really right, then go ahead but i'm sure when you fall, i'll be there for you.
i know you're shag but i cant talk you out, i'll try to understand you.
ILOVEYOU! hugs..
ReginaChuaPeiJun, ChuaMeiling, Chewweaven ;
girls, we might ever have some argument but we're still as close as past. we're always out and supporting each other. i'm cherishing you guys cause whenever i'm out in trouble, you all will be the first one and not forgetting weaven, he's one of our sist either but no take picture with him. :P
anyway, i thank you for being always there when i ever needed help. THANKS GIRLS.
ILOVEYOU! *greatest hug(:
You girls taught me whats love and your bring me all around and showed me whats care and concern, i do appreciate you girl, it take me a longlong journey from being a bitch to a care, love and appreciating who i'm having before they all gone. once and again, ILOVEYOU!
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